Nobody would feel what i feel. So what if i'm able to put it all in words? It won't mean exactly the way i feel right through my heart. Probably i'm just still childish and not able to think about things in another perspective to avoid getting myself into unnecessary problems. Maybe i'm always hanging on to things tht seems important to me, but actually it is just a pea to others. Maybe right from the start, i'm just in all this alone.